Thread:Hyocaso/@comment-28818979-20160818071456/@comment-28209103-20170420172728

I don't really get the relation of me being a father and Kirei.. but okay.. Also it's a boy and definitely not named Caren.. he got my eyes and eyebrows.. I hope not my personality.

If anything the closest affinity I feel with Kirei is the time that certain thought bout regeretting not killing my mother myself flashed through my mind.. don't get me wrong, unlike Kirei my motjvation are pretty much backed by love, I loved my mother a bit too much I think.

It's something I thought in hindsight and I quickly stopped pursuing that line of thought.. I'm just curious how it feel to crush something you really love yourself.... kinda yandere-ish it's kind of possessiveness maybe a tinge of masochism included.. I should stop this fruitless thought.