Thread:Hyocaso/@comment-28818979-20160818071456/@comment-28209103-20170421033226

For me marriage is a principle, however apparently not everyone shared such romantic view on the world when faced with reality.. It's probably my fault even tho I don't know what that is but at the very least I can confidently say I took such loyalty mindset easily.. probably because I can confidently say I never loved anyone but my late mother and now my kid.

Probably I cannot feel love without any familial tie, thanks to that I'm largely liberal in relation, kind of hard to explain but it's like you don't think much of most people (not just women), for my wife at best I only think "It'll be nice to have her as wife" kind of thought.. I don't really get people who can say "love" so easily.. I can only honestly said love is something masochistic.. like you're putting up with "agony" for someone else, if you're just in love to feel happy or stick with it due to obligation.. well it's fine,, probably it's my fault to think too much over it..

It is  however a shared belief in my family that "loving someone are easier than being loved".. It started to make sense nowadays..