Thread:Hyocaso/@comment-28818979-20160818071456/@comment-28048698-20170531135643

@Hitsuji Mamoru: Yeah, I think I can understand how you feel. I felt like that many, many times.

@FGOHikaru: Don't let those back thoughts dominate you! You are stronger than them!

I know summoning is about probabilities and luck, and everything else is some kind of placebo. But... Do you know what "method" have been useful for me? Well, it isn't a TRUE method, and I don't have EVERYTHING I want, but I've been lucky lately.

Just be calm. With Hijikata, Meltlilith, Tamamo and Shuten I summoned without any hope, but also without any despair, thinking "if they come to me, great, if they don't, it wasn't the time; I'll just need to wait and hope". It's a little silly, but it bring me some kind of calm if I fail, and a lot of joy if I succeed. Like surrender oneself to the destiny, the luck, the randomness, without the desire or the despair to take the reins of the summon.