Talk:Kama/@comment-37720304-20190405205729/@comment-28209103-20190406061644

She's nowhere near Eresh who's just have confidence issue.

Origin of self hatred :

Her coming into being is due to accident because Shiva destroyed her with universe destroying beam which makes her very bodily concept equals to universe itself. Since her everything fills the universe therefore there's kama in everything and since she's a goddess who can only [Give love to others] but not [love to oneself] she's stuck to love and hate everything because there's part of her in everythings.

hence her self hatred and general hatred to everything. However she never think she herself should be dead, it's the opposite, other should just drop dead, be unhappy, or even better get ruined by love.

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Her existence itself is evil :

Her very existence itself is evil and harmful, she can only affirm and love therefore she'll affirm each and every desire; murder, rape, stealing, anything that feels good she'll approve it in the name of love.

Using human equivalent It's like that shitty incel parent who let their kids do whatever they want and grows into spoiled entitled brat because they think letting their kids do whatever they want is love. Her version of love is simply harmful and destructive.

Such existence push people into that kind of road can't be anything but evil.

As long as she remains Kama she shoulld be able to restraint that tendency but that doesn't means her very existence is different. What makes Kama different when Mara aspect is being suppresed is that she never took the initiative to ruin other people live.. because she fed up with her role as God of love..

It's ironic that her self-hatred, deppression and lethargic attitude is the one that seals Mara away and make her harmless.