Thread:Efbiai/@comment-29543192-20180108234141/@comment-27703662-20180109200819

Please don't be! I left the conversation because I didn't had the time/energy to keep up with it, also after the " I am not wrong " comment I just lost interest, but you did nothing bad.

You know, I'm a very stubborn guy too. What I like, I'm gonna fight for it, even if the whole world is againts me. Sometimes I even enjoy it. Maybe because I'm a bit sadistic, maybe because sometimes I like playing the role of the bad guy and suffering like a martyr. I don't know.

Right now I'm exhausted from work and just now I saw the next event too. My dream and nightmare at the same time. I was waiting for Jalter for so long, but now I'm afraid. In the last couple of months I was thinking about leaving the game. It takes too much time from me, what I really don't have. I imagined many times what I will do if I don't get her: make an end to this whole mobage madness. I saved up about 1k free SQs(almost free, I bought just enough for 3 guaranteed gachas), but I used some on Abigail and now on Tamamo, so I have 800. Gonna spend everything on her tomorrow or the day after, and I'll see what my fate has to offer. Giving me some joy and reason to keep going, or pushing me into a deep depression and making me free again.

Sorry for the melancholic anecdote, but this is how I feel right now. So don't feel bad about earlier, my current mood has really nothing to do with our  discussion about Tamamo and such.