Talk:Arjuna/@comment-27107859-20170208155755/@comment-28209103-20170215163843

Well Mahabarat is kinda special in my heart, especially the tale of Karna are the key that opened my mind in my early days

When I was a brat we have decided to do a play of Mahabarat, back then everyone tried to get Arjuna or Pandava role but the young me decided to pick Karna instead, my reasoning was simple I thought his charitable side are cool. Once I learned bout the script I was really moved, especially the scene where Karna decided to decline Kunti's invitation and his death scene where Duryudhana (and in the script the whole Kuravas) shed tears even tho he never shed a single tears before.. there's also his furneral where Pandava tried to be self-righteous and try to take over the furneral rite but Duryudhana adamantly refused. Since then i've been Karna fanboy, lol.

Basically Karna is a loved hero, but the world is unfair to him, yet he's still proven to be the best hero of them all. There's a lot of thing I gained from taking Karna role, the most important is that I never believe that justice always win or similar belief, As a child my moral compass become blurred. thinking bout it now probably it's also the beginning of my fascination to tragedy, especially tragic heroes story...

Basically I just hate Arjuna for he is the anti-thesis of Karna, if Karna is the ideal hero for me then Arjuna is the most detestable villain for me, he's the representative of the unreasonable fate.