Talk:Fate/Apocrypha Anime Broadcast Commemoration Campaign/@comment-175.158.216.30-20171111065744/@comment-70.24.231.100-20171113051246

I once pulled 89 tickets in a row and no gold servants. I also once spent 690 quartz and didn't get the banner servant, this also included $150 of paid quartz. But some apologems a day later was the winning solo roll. So. Despite all of this, I don't think I have bad luck. I was saving these quartz for half a year.. and always fearful that I wouldn't get what I wanted in the end when it came time to spend them. And like a nightmare it felt like it was coming true during all those 10-rolls that came out sad. But after I had no more quartz, I felt free. I wasn't angry, just shaken, and yet I felt more flexible. I felt like the next quartz I got would go straight into a soloyolo. I didn't care about saving them anymore. I believed with excitement that there was a high possibility of getting what I wanted, and that I was just as capable as any EX rank luck person of getting what they wanted miraculously. As soon as I felt that feeling and thought that thought for the first time in half a year, that became the winning roll for me. People who are lucky continue to feel lucky. Sometimes you need to feel lucky to become lucky.